[He's happy. He can say that confidently now. When he feels this sad, and this scared, he's certain it's because he finally has a happiness to be afraid of losing again. Instead of mourning what he once had, he has something now. And that's good! That's good, but...]
I guess I'm just-- I'm scared. If they disappear now, I won't be able to say, "At least they'll be happy," because I won't know. When I miss the people who used to be here, I think about what they could be doing that'll make them happy. But if they're gone, there's none of that.
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[He's happy. He can say that confidently now. When he feels this sad, and this scared, he's certain it's because he finally has a happiness to be afraid of losing again. Instead of mourning what he once had, he has something now. And that's good! That's good, but...]
I guess I'm just-- I'm scared. If they disappear now, I won't be able to say, "At least they'll be happy," because I won't know. When I miss the people who used to be here, I think about what they could be doing that'll make them happy. But if they're gone, there's none of that.